catsubun:

Mallow/マオ and Lillie/リーリエ in the 2019 Sun and Moon Calendar 💖

thank you tumblr for flagging my blog & letting me look at the posts. they were all of my ex boyfriend & i watching netflix, facetiming, my dog, my cat. it was nice having all those posts brought up all at once so i could delete them. i never would have found all of them on my own. lol.

however i will never forgive you for making me delete my infamous butt selfie. but i am grateful for the chance to save the picture back to my devices so i can keep my 21 year old cheeks forever. 🍑

so i better not be fucking pixilated & if i am, and you are reading this, pls tell me.

my friend is having a baby. i haven’t seen her since she confided in us that she was pregnant. i had an unexpected reaction bc of my past pregnancy losses and couldn’t continue the visit with her. so i’ve felt like shit about it since then bc i could never stop crying & come back in the room. like nick had to apologize for me. i was embarrassed. anyway we saw her tonight & i got her to show me her nursery theme. i was planning on buying her a present anyway, but once i saw the colors i decided to make a baby blanket for her to match. she seemed touched by this. i’m going to the store tomorrow. the colors are white, grey, navy, and mint. i already have a pound of baby blue. i wanted to make it up to her even if she was unfazed by my initial reaction. and i love the thought of giving her something handmade that she can keep forever. i’m so excited. i haven’t crocheted in forever.

🥰🧶